Julian//24// Palm Beach Fl

The mind interprets what the eyes see.Would’nt have thought what Id see would cause my heart to cease .Yet I still breathe. Even though your heart is taken , I still find myself waiting.. Going on frivolous dates n having pointless conversations. Rationalizing my emotions is like bottling up an ocean. Wanna approach ya but sudddenly I’m just frozen. Got every word pronoun and verb to convey these thoughts. But convinced by reality that I’ve already lost. Gave me a chance some time ago and I squandered it . Now when I see you in public I’m left pondering . What if I didn’t make the mistakes that you’d never state. What you fell in love, if we made to that fourth date.